Dear Friends,Remember the article I wrote last month about pursuing National Board Certification? Id grown so much through the process, putting together six portfolio entries and enduring the Assessment Center exercises, and I was anxiously awaiting my scores. Well, friends, I got my scores. I missed certification by 8 points. Ouch. I cant believe the letter didnt burst into flames as I read, I regret that your performance did not meet the standard. The NBPTS board of directors and staff join me in commending you for your professionalism in voluntarily undertaking this challenge, for your commitment to teaching and its improvement, and most of all, for your willingness to participate in this pioneering initiative to improve American education. Pioneering initiative? Augghhhh I hate being a pioneer! First, I got angry. I thought everything was perfect when I submitted my portfolio how could I have not met the standard? There has to be something wrong with the process. Then I got sad. I cant do this anymore. Like a disillusioned pioneer woman I broke down and cried because for a moment I had lost part of my dream. Then I started to bargain and rationalize. What if they made a mistake? Can I appeal? Didnt John F. Kennedy Jr. fail the bar exam to become a lawyer twice? What is this application for resubmission all about? Then I reached a resolution. Im so close; I dont have to start all over again. I can resubmit any individual entry in the portfolio or retake an Assessment Center exercise to meet the standard set by the NBPTS. After coming this far, Cecelia, you cant give up. I am choosing to continue my journey. The NBPTS automatically banks a candidates scores for three years. A fee of $275 is assessed for each area that a candidate chooses to resubmit or retake. Im going to resubmit a portfolio entry and/or retake one of the written assessments. I thought Id be watching tulips come up in the spring, but the wagon master in my head is hollerin Pack the wagon, Cecelia. Were heading west again! Finally, I am so proud of the other Wisconsin teachers who attempted this process. For those who didnt make it this time, lets circle the wagons. Weve got a broken spoke or two but well make it next time. Dont give up. For my friends who were successful Jayne Heffron, Karla Mullen, Maryanne Frawley, Linda Reetz, Robert Hetzel, Catherine Anderson, Karla Jenkins, and Mary Carol Kellogg I have an immeasurable amount of respect for you. You are to be commended for your professionalism, commitment to teaching and its improvement, and most of all for your pioneer spirit. Its hard work being a pioneer. Congratulations on your journey. Ill see you next fall. Yours truly, Posted November 22, 1999
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